I just got back from a b-day party of one of my friends from high-school and I'm really pissed. And not in the alcoholic sense, too -.- My friend's boyfriend who lives in the city I'm going to move to started to make fun of that particular suburb, saying really unpleasant things about the place and its inhabitants and it really made me angry. Why am I so easily influenced? Why do I lose my temper over what some irrelevant person says? And he's one of those types. One of those talkative, "cool" people who think they are so great and don't care about anybody and anybody's feelings while in fact there is nothing special about them. Heck, he got kicked out of university 'cause he didn't pass an exam and he's so proud of the fantasy/computer games community he has created on the Internet. What's so special about him? Bloody bastard.

My ex was just like that. He told me once that he doesn't walk a girl home after a date if he doesn't feel like it. And he didn't walk me home, at least at first. But I was too blinded with the fact that I actually have a boyfriend that I didn't chuck him the first chance I got. And well, I talked to him recently and told him sketchily about my current family situation (which is dreary, I tell you) and I thought that he might sympathise, 'cause his was actually quite similar, but nuh-uh, he told me that life sux, yeah, but not for him, because he bought a new game and he's happy. I stopped the conversation.

Are there any nice guys out there who like me? 'Cause every time I like a guy he doesn't give a shit, so it seems that my future husband will have to like me first -.-